wow, it's been a long time. i've wanted to write but the thoughts just doesn't flow through my fingers and it just lingers in my mind and vanishes later on. i've been through a lot lately. life changing situation, at times pushing me almost to the limit. my patience, my strength, my wisdom, almost every aspect. alhamdulillah, i've managed to get through some of it. for those that i've failed, i'm sorry for the damages done. i admit it's my own fault, failure to overcome my weakness.

november last year was my wedding, the biggest change in my life. all this while i've been feeling like a useless jerk, and god gave me the biggest gift of all. a sweet, lovely girl to accompany me in this journey of life. to guide me through this obstacles of life. she changed me, fixed me, rebuild my confidence to face the world and future challenges in life. the fallen kingdom has rise again.


thank you to colleagues, friends, relatives, everybody that made it happen. those who worked hard during the wedding, those who came, those who wish, those who prayed, those who gave gifts & contribution. you name it, eveerything. thank you very much for being a part of it, i really appreciate all the efforts that has been put. my apologies if there's any flaw/mistakes/any wrong doings during the reception on both sides.

i hope it's still not too late to wish happy new year for all the visitor of this site. good luck to us all, to face upcoming challenge in life. more experience to gain, to learn, to endure. all the best, ganbatte ne!!