"try to give the best, do the best. although at times felt low, felt down. but in the end it all pays off.."

here i am, awake in the middle of the night. in the last day of my shift cycle. i can't say i'm free, there are a few task waiting to be finished. somehow i felt like there's an urge to write. at first i feel like wanna put the text above in twitter, but doesn't feel like fit. to put in this blog, it'll be too short for an entry. so here's the elaboration of it.

at times i felt like giving up. stress at work, facing gutter brained & gutter mouthed people who's making fun of my long distance relationship with my wife. i understand they meant it as a joke, even a vulgar one. but sometimes i just got fed up with it, something like "that's enough bugger". maybe i should shove that straight in their face so they'll understand how frustrated i get at times. once in a while is ok, but a few times in a row = asking for trouble.

the pays off part is when the prince meets the princess after the long hard journey that he's been through. a fantasy comes true maybe it is. but i'm going through it every forthnight. brace yourself son, be brave.. *heads up*