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Tue, 07 Jul 2009 18:29:13 GMT

"try to give the best, do the best. although at times felt low, felt down. but in the end it all pays off.."

here i am, awake in the middle of the night. in the last day of my shift cycle. i can't say i'm free, there are a few task waiting to be finished. somehow i felt like there's an urge to write. at first i feel like wanna put the text above in twitter, but doesn't feel like fit. to put in this blog, it'll be too short for an entry. so here's the elaboration of it.

at times i felt like giving up. stress at work, facing gutter brained & gutter mouthed people who's making fun of my long distance relationship with my wife. i understand they meant it as a joke, even a vulgar one. but sometimes i just got fed up with it, something like "that's enough bugger". maybe i should shove that straight in their face so they'll understand how frustrated i get at times. once in a while is ok, but a few times in a row = asking for trouble.

the pays off part is when the prince meets the princess after the long hard journey that he's been through. a fantasy comes true maybe it is. but i'm going through it every forthnight. brace yourself son, be brave.. *heads up*

housekeeping

Thu, 26 Mar 2009 21:32:49 GMT

hahah, after checking the last entry did i realise that i haven't been writing for a very-very long time. well, i don't have much to write/chatter about. since i've got someone to share my thoughts with. but still, i need to write here once in a while, for something that i need to share with the others.. well, if there's any that still visits this dusty site. huhuhuh

anyways, i have to remove the ancient egyptian elements in this blog after learning what they actually means. i know i've been using it before, at times to represent myself, to represent my love for my dearest. but heck, since we're married now a phone call or sms better way channel my feelings. isn't that right dear? hik-hik

regarding the ancient egyptian thingy, there's a whole lot more to explain. but it's all started when i began watching the arrival series, which i got from my colleague. a real eye opener i must say, for who really runs thing around the world today. if you haven't know yet, you can see it here. check it out, it's good for your knowledge & share it with others.

*edit* i found links to wakeup project site. also a blogspot site for the arrivals series.

yawn x_x

Sun, 18 Jan 2009 16:06:37 GMT

hmm.. not much to scribble about these days. just started working today after spending last 5 days at my wife's home. whoaaa, sometimes i can't believe it myself that i'm already married. especially when introducing milady to other people. luckily i said it right "meet my wife" instead of "meet my fiancee". kalo tak naya je malu. tih-tih-tih :p

oh yeah, when i was away i left my little old "server" running at home. the ol'chap was running fine but i have problem connecting remotely using vnc. normally from work i have to use logmein because of firewall in the office. but at my wife's home there's no firewall so i can use vnc with no problem, theoretically. but what happen when i try to connect, i keep receiving "connection terminated unexpectedly" or something like that. to make things worse, logmein sometimes doesn't work well. after i've logged in i can only a small part of the remote screen, while the rest is black. arrgghhhh X(

yesterday i couldn't do much troubleshooting since it's kinda late (though i slept at near midnight, makes me sleepy at work today. huhuhu). tonight i've managed to fix the problem. check the registry and cleared all values related to vnc. after reinstalled vnc, i'm able to connect from my desktop again. hohohoh ^_^

so far so good, while the lil' server is running. i've downloaded the latest season of stargate atlantis, but i wonder when i'll be able to watch it. maybe i have to get psp & dump it there. can watch & play games while travelling on bus. hmm, just see how things goes.. :/

talk about gaming consoles, there a band that uses old gaming console as musical instruments. well since those devices are capable of producing sound and there's software available, a bunch of guys formed a band and played using the devices as musical instruments. well it sounds really electronic, compared to dance/techno/trance music. cool stuff huh?

8 bit weapon - bombs away

happy new year! ^_^

Sat, 03 Jan 2009 22:23:24 GMT

wow, it's been a long time. i've wanted to write but the thoughts just doesn't flow through my fingers and it just lingers in my mind and vanishes later on. i've been through a lot lately. life changing situation, at times pushing me almost to the limit. my patience, my strength, my wisdom, almost every aspect. alhamdulillah, i've managed to get through some of it. for those that i've failed, i'm sorry for the damages done. i admit it's my own fault, failure to overcome my weakness.

november last year was my wedding, the biggest change in my life. all this while i've been feeling like a useless jerk, and god gave me the biggest gift of all. a sweet, lovely girl to accompany me in this journey of life. to guide me through this obstacles of life. she changed me, fixed me, rebuild my confidence to face the world and future challenges in life. the fallen kingdom has rise again.

thank you to colleagues, friends, relatives, everybody that made it happen. those who worked hard during the wedding, those who came, those who wish, those who prayed, those who gave gifts & contribution. you name it, eveerything. thank you very much for being a part of it, i really appreciate all the efforts that has been put. my apologies if there's any flaw/mistakes/any wrong doings during the reception on both sides.

i hope it's still not too late to wish happy new year for all the visitor of this site. good luck to us all, to face upcoming challenge in life. more experience to gain, to learn, to endure. all the best, ganbatte ne!!

let's talk about feelings..

Mon, 06 Oct 2008 15:04:57 GMT

Rest Of My Life - Flop Poppy

for you-know-who lah!

selamat hari raya! ^_^

Tue, 30 Sep 2008 15:13:49 GMT

well, it's been a month of ramadhan already. felt like it's just a few day passed. i dunno whether time is moving quicker or it's me who's moving slower. here i am, still awake in the middle of the night. although my eyes are heavy, i still can't go to sleep. maybe it's our kampung (i'm at granma's house now, writing thru my phone) that's noisy with fireworks exploding all around, or i have too many sins that it haunts me until i can't sleep. (ayat orang banyak dosa, huhuh) hmm, this is a first for me too. blogging thru phone. come to think of it, it's kinda convenient that i can write almost everywhere. but on second thought, writing this long is kinda like punching in a very lenghty sms. (bole krem jari woo) anyways, back to the point. i'd like to wish all readers/visitors of this blog a selamat hari raya and maaf zahir batin, for all the mistakes, the wrongdoings i've done all this while & for what i will do. intentionally or unintentionally. take care & enjoy the holiday! ;-) p/s: dang! i really need like pda phone or iphone if i'm to write more while on the move.

(edit - insert e-card.)

Get Hari Raya Graphics Here

coming soon...

Tue, 23 Sep 2008 22:06:56 GMT

heheh ^_^

what gender is your brain?

Sat, 06 Sep 2008 13:02:28 GMT

found this at abang ipar's blog. decided to try it myself, since i'm quite free now.

the result:

Your Brain is 67% Female, 33% Male

Your brain leans female
You think with your heart, not your head
Sweet and considerate, you are a giver
But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

huhu, more female.. dang!!

since my sayang haven't done this, ive decided to tag her. ngeheheh

workstation tag.

Tue, 02 Sep 2008 14:36:42 GMT

early last month i've started working in a new company, eds. it's much nearer to my home & the shift rotation there is different than in hp. at least i don't have to work 3-4 days in night shift anymore. just 2 days in day shift, 2 days in night shift and 4 days off. & then my working days are rotating, instead of fixed from wednesday to saturday. so far so good, except for the night shift it's a bit boring compared to hp. firstly there's more people in hp, then hp is located in kl, so it's more lively in the night compared to cyberjaya. other than that it's fine. heheh.

because of this new job, i kena tag again. -_-' lucky me i've snapped a picture during my last night shift. nothing much, it's about the same like the old workstation only a few things different.

here we use dual lcd display, so we have bigger (digital) workspace. & then the cubicle arrangement are in cluster, instead of sitting in a row like before. others are basically the same. well, since everybody has done this it's game over i guess.. :/

bulan bintang virgo! ^_^

Mon, 01 Sep 2008 15:13:22 GMT

yayay, my favourite month is back. it's time to feast! ^_^ altough 1st ramadhan also starts today, it's a great honour for me to celebrate my birthday & ramadhan altogether. thank you so much to my sayang, call up so early in the morning while i'm still struggling to get out of bed. thank you to my mom & sister, for the surprise & the cake they've bought me. since it's fasting month, they've cut down the size also. well, at least i got a cake rather than none. hihi ^_^ thank you for all those who've whished me, may god bless you all & prosper at all time. cheers! ^_^

also celebrating the virgo feast: diah, iso & awin.